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| 11:22pm 29/08/2006 |
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mood:  contemplative music: brand new
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so far this new school year seems to turning out alright, I hope it's a good one. I guess this is the year I need to either choose to stay at ISU for 2 more years after this one or transfer to another school. I kind of want to go to school in chi-town, but I feel like I wouldn't actually like living in that giant city for more than a month or two tops. It's too big and there's pavement as far as the eye can see in every direction, that's not my style. I really would love to go to school someplace that's not Illinois, but that's alot of money that I don't have, so I guess that's out of the question. Hopefully in 3 years I can get a sweet teaching job in California or someplace awesome like that, but we'll see what happens. Maybe I'll even have a reason to stay here that'd make the winters more bareable.
This year I want to accomplish some things:
-get good grades (shoot for A's)
-finish the book I've started
-make more friends
-not spend all my money on drugs
-read more books
-make some music and record it
-stay out of trouble with the law
-keep in contact with all my friends who are not attending ISU
that seems like a good list to me. not too lofty. hopefully I dont fuck up real bad and accomplish nothing from that list, I would do something like that... |
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| 12:48am 08/08/2006 |
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I feel like I should have thoughts to put into words. Apparently they are still forming. I'll get back to you all on that.
In other news I'm drinking my emergency tequila.
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| 09:48pm 14/07/2006 |
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mood:  sick music: american football
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i might have to take a drug test next week. i better get studying.
i can't eat anything without feeling sick today. it sucks. |
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| 12:56pm 09/07/2006 |
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mood:  excited music: you fail me
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I am not Jacob Bannon, but that would be cool/depressing/miserable/awesome
the new album is going to be called "No Heroes"
taken from convergecult.com, a brief title explanation:
"These days cowards outnumber the heroes, and the begging souls outweigh the calloused hands of the hardest of workers. Both in life and in art, the lack of passion is sickening and the lust for complacency is poisonous. This album is the artistic antithesis of that sinking world, a thorn in the side of their beast. It's for those who move mountains, one day at a time. It's for those who truly understand sacrifice...In our world of enemies, we will walk alone.... So yeah, that's that."
I will hear some of these songs today, they're probably going to be mindblowing
in other news Joe's back from the army for another week and a half or so, then he goes to california for a couple months, then it's off to iraq for him. damn. that sucks.
everyone pray to your respective gods to bring Joe Welch home, and if you don't believe in any higher being, pick one or make one up |
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| 06:59pm 02/07/2006 |
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today was a good day
at work i got paid to listen to curlupanddie and smash a lazy boy recliner into pieces with a sledge hammer
that didn't occupy my entire day, i did various other fun things.
the sun finally came out at 5 o'clock too. that was great
now i don't know what i'm going to do tonight. i hope it involves getting wasted and rowdy. or something else fun |
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| 12:32am 27/06/2006 |
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mood:  drunk music: statistics
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I've been drunk since 3 this afternoon, it's now 12:30 and I'm about to fall asleep earlier than I have in a long time...
the cubs suck, but sometimes its fun to go to their games, today it wasn't.
I almost called someone I haven't called in about 2, maybe 3 years, but I didn't. Maybe some other time, but probably not, I'm not good with things like that.
Oh well, tomorrow it's back to working for me, maybe I'll go out and see my friends tomorrow night, maybe I'll do something different, but probably not. I'll probably just get drunk again, maybe it will be especially fun, but it probably won't. Maybe someone different will get drunk with me, but probably not.
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| 05:13pm 18/06/2006 |
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mood:  tired music: bear vs shark
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i saw the paper chase last night...it was damn good |
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| 12:31am 27/05/2006 |
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mood:  awake music: broken social scene
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well today has become tomorrow and it's now saturday may 27th. I didn't go out tonight. I felt like sleeping instead.
but now I'm awake and don't know what to do about it, I have to be up in 6 hours for the beach, which opens tomorrow.
cool.
I think I'm going to see maps and atlases tomorrow night after that.
lately my life has been fairly good/calm/relaxing
but at the same time I've been feeling discontent
I feel like somethings missing. I don't really do very much anymore and maybe that's where that feeling (or lack there of) is coming from. I work. I get off work. I see mostly the same people. we don't do anything very fun. Some nights I get wasted and that just makes the night go by faster. I have an idea for a book that I want to write, but at the same time I feel like it would consume my life if I started it. I still do like seeing people sometimes.
At least I'm getting a good tan...
A week ago I did have a very memorable day. I did silly things such as playing hackey sac in downtown naperville, walking to a nice secluded spot in a forest preserve and smoking joints with good friends, playing in a park that was still under construction, finding a frisbee at this park, playing frisbee in an empty parking lot, and chilling with the same people after all of that went down.
Now I want to do something exciting.
Something different.
Something memorable.
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| 07:04pm 21/05/2006 |
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mood: bored music: sunny day real estate
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my mom just told me she thinks condoleeza rice would make a better president than hilary clinton...ha
condoleeza rice=george bush jr. jr.
but not enough people would vote for her anyways, she's a woman. woman aren't actually considered equals with men here, there are too many chauvinist conservative assholes running our country for that to happen.
i hope there's another civil war soon so i can shoot those assholes in the face |
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| 11:29pm 08/05/2006 |
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mood: okay music: cross my heart
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well I awoke
in a cloud of confusion,
weak from blotter,
thornine,
and heldol.
my [l]imbs were [s]trapped to a be[d]
that wasn't even mine.
I blame those that are isolated from the others.
and I wanted to
get out
but all I could do
was thrash my head
and scream.
they told me I would feel better
soon.
I didn't.
they lied.
I can still feel the chemicals
running through my body.
my heart is sending
them to my extremities
as we speak.
[or as you listen]
and I still feel worse than before.
two is never too many
but in this case they said it was.
liars.
I'll lead a healthier lifestyle
tomorrow
when my body doesn't ache.
but let me go home today.
I'm leaving whether
you let me or not.
This room isn't big enough
to get comfortable in.
and it smells of disinfectant,
try and disinfect me.
it's impossible.
goodbye. |
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| 01:34am 06/05/2006 |
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mood: contemplative music: cat stevens
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it's amazing how quickly 9 months can pass...
it feels like fate that I chose ISU as the university I would attend. now it's a matter of waiting for whatever is going to happen to happen. I could try to make it happen but then it wouldn't be fate, and I don't know what this "it" is anyways.
so now I wait.
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| 10:28am 03/05/2006 |
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mood: sleepy music: gone daddy gone
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The new gnarls barkley is totally awesome. I'm enjoying drinking this coffee while listening to it. |
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| 07:55pm 23/04/2006 |
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mood: tired music: bright eyes
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no one cares anymore apparently, the world is getting warmer and it's still almost impossible to exist without a car that contributes to this very problem. my mom thinks everyone should just ride bikes, i'm down with that.
i'll ignorantly enjoy this warm weather anyways.
no one else seems to care... |
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| 03:04pm 08/04/2006 |
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last night i almost got in a fight over women's rights...but we smoked a bowl instead of swinging fists. |
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| 06:49pm 02/04/2006 |
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mood:  mellow music: talib kweli
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oh no, i enjoyed myself alot last night... |
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| 06:13pm 01/04/2006 |
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mood: okay music: the paper chase
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no one at ISU is very literate, that must be how i got published in the literary magazine.
i think there are six weeks left in the semester. i can't wait for summer. |
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| 12:32pm 24/03/2006 |
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| 01:34pm 18/03/2006 |
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mood:  mischievous music: david dondero-shooting at the sun with a watergun
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that was a crazy night/morning. i still haven't slept. i'm too punk rock to sleep.
well i'm off to do punk rock things like throw beer bottles at starbucks or wal-mart, or something else awesome. |
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| 07:43pm 25/02/2006 |
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mood: bored music: drive like jehu
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i fucked up my ankle last night jumping over a creek...it hurts pretty bad. it didnt really at the time though, too much wine and everclear. mmmmm delicious.
today i spent the entire day trying to a hold of the heroin cd, i dont know why but i just really wanna listen to it and i cant. maybe the waiting room can order it for me and it will come in 2 months...sweet dude |
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